Can It Be Love
WOW! Is the only word I can use right now. I think I saw one of the most striking men on earth. He is tall, low cut, wide shoulders, great smile, and his body is sick! I tried to look into his eyes without him noticing; on my god what I saw was little bits and pieces of a broken heart that’s in the middle of mending. I took another glance there was a little creativity and passion. I’m telling you this man is giving off dreamy, romantic, generous, emotional, receptive, and affectionate. I know you might be asking well damn how you get all this from just one look, well it has been at least 2 months now that I’ve been looking at this gift from GOD. I went into the bathroom and what did I see, the Gift LOL ok this is what we are going to call him “The Gift” he was in the mirror wiping off the water on his body after a hot shower his hair had a little curl and as he took that towel in his hand to wipe his legs I looked at the tone and muscles, kind of turned me on. I kept on looking out the corner of my eyes I wanted to help wipe the water that ran down the tattoo that had a symbol of what I believe is his faith in God. GEEEEEZZZZZ a God fearing man, I told myself I have to say something to him. I waited and I looked I waited some more and kept looking. OK! Here goes nothing so I looked up and said HI, and the reply was the same. Damn wait a minute that voice sound familiar and I looked into his eyes real good because at this point I’m up-close. I looked and noticed the guy that I’ve been looking at for the past 2 months was Me looking into a mirror.
So I came to the realization that I’m starting to fall in love with me something that I’ve never tried before. I noticed I stop hurting me and started to love me. I left the old me in 2006. The old me can not come back because this love I’ve found with the new me which is still called the “The Gift” is so strong and damn for the 1st time it feels good. Some may call it Vain but I call it Truly Loving Yourself First. So right now I’m going to enjoy this new life with The Gift and go and have a three some with Me, Myself and I.
posted by El Alexander at 7:32 PM
9 Comments:
kudos...im glad you see what everyone else see :-)
agree with scoot.
At first I was like, ok, this is getting juicy...LOL...and I don't do restroom sessions...LOL...but I was like "he is making this restroom thing sound sensual and exciting"...keep reading...LOL...STOP...WTF...He a freaky little something...LOL
El thanks for the hitup. Very encouraging... Enjoy yourself this year...enjoy yourself always....I'll come and enjoy you a little so you can take a break...LOL
This post made me smile. You had me going in the beginning tho'! LOL
Pa, congrats on finding the man in the mirror... ain't it somethin' when we realize we're so much harder on ourselves than anyone in the world could ever be? Love it! Like Guy on Noah's Arc said the day I discovered the character HAD to be gay... "Do you..."
Keep passin' the open windows...
i really like this
self love is healthy and should not be confused w/ vanity
u can do a lot of good w/ a positive self image
as they say, "u should love your neighbor as yourself" ... this statement would be meaningless without some self love on our part
Self-Love is the best love. It took me a long time to understand that.
We all should take a lesson from you and discover self love.
Thanks for the lesson.
Peace and Blessing.
HA! I knew instantly who you were talking about - As you described "him" I said OH he's talking about himself, because that's how I would describe with the extra adjective RedBone :)
WOW...
This is the most beautifullest thing in this world.
What a revelation to the soul. Now, you can really and fully be loved because you know now what you are looking for FROM another and you aren't loving in the dark.
WOW...thank you for being this naked and present and real.
With grace...and love.
Kevin
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