Is It really Real

Let me start out by saying...How can I ever tell you how good it felt to share you love and to be part of your life. You have given me so many happy memories that I wouldn’t trade for anything, so many reasons to be proud you us and grateful for your love. You seem to know and understand the real me better than I ever thought anyone could. Best of all you tried to love me for whom I am. It felt great to know that I can always count on you whenever I need encouragement or support or someone who will just listen. Thanks for believing in me, even when I’m having a hard time believing in myself.


But now the question, Is it really Real?
Is it over now? I have no idea what to do; my mind is running a mile a min.
Did you think about me as you lay in another’s arms?
Did I cross your mind after you reached your climax?
Did you think about me the day after you came home to see all the text messages, e-mails, missed calls?
Did you think about me while you kissed and touched on another, while I was home waiting for you to call so we can talk about the next time we connected?
Did you think about me while you set sail to go visit the other?
Is it something that I did? Did I push you to the arms of another?
Do I cross your mind when you get a text or call from the other?
So many questions but no answers, I’m scared.
Is it really Real?
Is this just a bad dream that I have not come thru from yet? PLEASE PLEASE someone wake me before I die in this dream.
Is it really Real?
Where do we go from here?
Is it that it took to long for me to come to you?
Will this pain ever go away? Are you happy?
Did you think about how I would feel?
Is it really Real?
WHAT NOW?
I’ll be here waiting in the sunrise of a new day for all of my answers.