Come Love the Hurt Away

This is a conversation with God

“Tried to find the antidote
Tried to find something to help me cope
Tried to find a remedy
Anything for my inner peace, friends tried to comfort me, but they couldn’t help at all.
I kneel in tears before You Lord
Please answer my call
God, I’m coming to you
You are the lover of my soul, make me whole
Kiss these tears on my face
You are the greatest lover
Come love this hurt away”

And then God said:

“I know that you’ve been crying
Seems like the pain just won’t go away
I know you feel like your dying
And there is just no way to escape
Life can send so many hurdles, so many things that you can’t explain
But I am a mender
And I long to heal your pain”



“God I’m coming to you
You are the lover of my soul
I need you to kiss the tears on my face, because you are the greatest lover
Make me whole
Come Love me Jesus
Tears in my eyes, Jesus please love the hurt away
I’m standing right here, I feel so alone
My tears can’t last no longer; I need you to do it all
I can’t make it without you if you don’t come
I have no reason to live if you don’t come
I’m standing right here until you come
PLEASE come Kiss me, Love Me, Make it go away
Come love this hurt, take it all way
I’m so tired of being sick and tired
Come Jesus and Love this Hurt Away”

Is It really Real

Let me start out by saying...How can I ever tell you how good it felt to share you love and to be part of your life. You have given me so many happy memories that I wouldn’t trade for anything, so many reasons to be proud you us and grateful for your love. You seem to know and understand the real me better than I ever thought anyone could. Best of all you tried to love me for whom I am. It felt great to know that I can always count on you whenever I need encouragement or support or someone who will just listen. Thanks for believing in me, even when I’m having a hard time believing in myself.


But now the question, Is it really Real?
Is it over now? I have no idea what to do; my mind is running a mile a min.
Did you think about me as you lay in another’s arms?
Did I cross your mind after you reached your climax?
Did you think about me the day after you came home to see all the text messages, e-mails, missed calls?
Did you think about me while you kissed and touched on another, while I was home waiting for you to call so we can talk about the next time we connected?
Did you think about me while you set sail to go visit the other?
Is it something that I did? Did I push you to the arms of another?
Do I cross your mind when you get a text or call from the other?
So many questions but no answers, I’m scared.
Is it really Real?
Is this just a bad dream that I have not come thru from yet? PLEASE PLEASE someone wake me before I die in this dream.
Is it really Real?
Where do we go from here?
Is it that it took to long for me to come to you?
Will this pain ever go away? Are you happy?
Did you think about how I would feel?
Is it really Real?
WHAT NOW?
I’ll be here waiting in the sunrise of a new day for all of my answers.

A look thru my eyes

A look thru my eyes

first time! something new

Well I'm new to this whole world of blogg. My bestfriend said this was a great way to help with pain, express happiness, and vent! There is a lot that I want to share with the world, well here's a start!!!