EX-FACTOR

I don't have to be afraid
I have another way
I want the five years and four months of my life back
I want all my dreams and hopes back
I wanna take back all the fastidious things I’ve said
I need to Un-do all the thoughts of you in my head
I need to sleep through all the nights i stayed awake in bed
I need to un-cry all the tears I’ve cried for you
I need take back my pride and confidence
I found another path aside from you
The type of path you never knew
A opportunity we both can share
To speak our minds without a care
Then turn away to seek our fate
Withdrawn for fear of meeting another
It takes people like me to know now what it takes
To look beyond our timeless mistakes
Well now my sweet Yancey there's no goodbye
I need to leave so it won’t hurt
I have the chance to smile real today
No turning back I must move on
Unlike you I choose not to full my void with another
I forget who you are and without a doubt
I realize it was best to be without
I’m not afraid

Again!

I sit here
desolate
crying
why?
what have I done?
don't leave me
not like this
there must be a mistake
somewhere
I have done nothing wrong
or have I?
this torture destroys sleep
kills laughter, encourages pain
and depression and worry.
Just tell me that everything is alright
that I have made a stupid mistake
that you will love me always
and I will be healed of my hurt.
Until then I see nothing
hear nothing
feel nothing
but the beating of my heart
and the throbbing in my brain
as I die to everything
but the reality
that you don't want me.
Tell me is this true?
You know I would die for you
and I would never want to hurt you.
You are my first true love
and my sunshine on my soul
so please come back,
please?